“Birth of a Monarch” mixed media acrylic and paper on canvas. 24×24
From the darkness grew a seed, whose life began in the blood red hands of the abusers who froze her heart. The black butterflies represent the Monarch programming style use of abuse methods used by the Ministers who ran the cult I grew up on as a child.
Monarch Mind Control is a form of mind control which creates a mind control slave by utilizing the human brain’s trauma response of dissociation to create a form of Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) wherein various triggers can cause the slave personality to surface and respond to commands given by the master (“Handler” in Monarch parlance). This is a government program and open to public knowledge through the freedom of information act.
In my case, this form of abuse and control was used and openly taught by a Minister named Sam Fife and many ministers who learned and taught under his tutelage about abusing children.. We were purposely beaten and trauma inflicted on us as children as our minds were infused with deep belief systems, and the pedophile preachers became our handlers.
But I turned their wicked seeds into gold, and as I stepped into my warrior self, facing the violet light of my infinite worth, the monarch programming began to fall away at my feet, flying away from me as I leave love in my wake, carrying my heart openly on my shoulder.
I am enjoying the influence of anime in this piece. I connect with the anime warrior, the advent children and what we have endured.
No matter what they did, they could never break me, and they never will. They tried to make me a Monarch, but I am awake.
If you do not know my story of surviving childhood ritual abuse, you can read about it here: